As the sun breaks through and warms the cool, it all seems far more alive than a moment before.
I shiver and think, ‘I don’t think they know how sensitive I am’.
It’s a wonderful thing but also a challenge, maybe more of a challenge to those closest.
I can feel such a breadth and depth of emotion, yet those emotions can be embarrassingly misdirected, misplaced.
I’m tired and energized. Vulnerable and closed off. Hopeful and hopeless. Loving and bitter.
I want to feel nothing and everything, never and always.